~ Its My Life.. Mr. Kr1ss aka Fitri Abdullah.. My Style.. ~

~ Nafas baru ^^ ~

2011-12-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia ^^~

Terlebih dahulu, sekali lagi saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih atas pertolongan (sbb bleh dikatakan semuanya dibantu oleh adek Jue) untuk membuatkan blog ni lagi cantik. Kelas kau Maria (tetibe lak! huahahaha) ~

Terima kasih tak terhingga kerana membantu saya (yang tak tahu ape2 neh.. malu gler seyhh..) untuk buat blog saya lagi menarik perhatian semua yang datang dan membaca. ~

ADEK JUE!! THX ALOT!! ~

Ha, sape kata adek-ku tak pandai buat sendiri? Siap belajar lagi dengan sifu dia untuk bantu buat blog saya jadi macam ini. ^^ Alhamdulillah ^^ Akhirnya nampak lagi smart, menarik dan juga simple (yang menepati cita rasa saya ^^ Thx again adekkk!!) ~

Insya'Allah akan update lebih lagi akan datang ya rakan-rakan blogger-ku? ^^ Sampai kita berjumpa lagi ^^ ~

PEACE!!!! ~

~ Apabila jiwa tertekan ~

2011-12-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia.. ~

Pernah tak anda semua terfikir, apa yang akan terjadi jika keluarga yang anda sentiasa bergurau senda, bermain, berkongsi pendapat, yang mendidik kita, mereka bukannya keluarga anda yang sebenar..? ~

Saya selalu melihat drama dalam cerita di television, menunjukkan betapa peritnya seseorang itu sekiranya mengetahui perkara sebenar setelah sekian lama hidup bersama.. ~

Jikalau saya ditempat orang tersebut, hanya Allah SWT sahaja tahu sedihnya hati saya. (Ini cuma contoh ya rakan-rakan blogger-ku.. Haha jangan nak buat spekulasi pulak ^^).~

Cuba bayangkan, setelah sekian lama baru kita tahu, kita bukan anak kandung mereka. Dimana patut kita cari keluarga yang sebenar? Jikalau keluarga angkat kita masih hidup, bolehlah mereka memberi nama Ibu atau Ayah kita yang sebenar.. Jika sudah tiada?? Bagaimana pula?? ~

Saya selalu terfikir begitu, alangkah sedihnya jika berada di situasi tersebut. Bagaimana kita ingin mencari ibu yang sebenar, yang melahirkan kita di dunia ini..? Kita masih lagi tidak memberi bakti dan tunjukkan kejayaan kita, susah senang bersama-sama ibu dan ayah sebenar.. ~

Pernahkah kita tertanya-tanya tentang hal ini..? ~

Renung-renungkanlah.. ~

PEACE!!! ~

~ Pasal blog je pun?? Adooyaii ~

2011-12-11T06:02:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia ^^ ~

Terlebih dahulu, saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada anda semua yang masih lagi datang dan jenguk di blog saya yang tak sebeberapa ini ;) hehe. (Antara anda baca ataupun tidak, saya pun tak tahu tapi apa-apapun, thx again!!)~

Tujuan saya tiba-tiba sahaja nak menulis artikel ini kerana saya tertarik dengan post adik angkat saya yang kadang kala sembang dengan saya tentang hal-hal yang menarik. Ia berkaitan dengan kes tiru blog orang lain. ~

Ya Allah, bagi saya la kan.. Inikan dunia blogging. Kadang-kala blog anda pun ada juga tiru sedikit untuk menjadikan blog anda cantik. Betul ke tidak rakan-rakan bloggerku sekalian?? Macam saya sendiri, saya bukan mahir untuk meletakkan apa-apa 'widget' yang ada, apatah lagi untuk menjadikan blog saya lebih menarik? Boleh dikatakan saya akan pergi ke semua (ataupun sebahagian) blog untuk menjadikan bahan rujukkan untuk saya pelbagaikan lagi isi-isi dan juga 'background' blog saya. Semua akan buat begitu juga sebelum mencuba sendiri.. Betul kan apa saya cakap semua?? ~

Sampaikan jadi isu besar dan gaduh abis disebabkan blog yang hampir serupa. Saya pun tak faham sebenarnya. Dunia blog ini kan 'Open to all' ? Sampaikan perlu dipertikaikan sehingga gaduh satu dunia tahu. ~

Pesan saya untuk semua, janganlah disebabkan ada blog yang hampir serupa bentuknya macam anda, sanggup tu mencaci apa semua.. Tak perlu langsung kita berbuat begitu. Cuba jadikan blog anda lebih menarik ataupun sekurang-kurangnya tegurlah dengan bahasa yang elok.. Allah SWT (ataupun Tuhan untuk yang bukan beragama Islam) telah berikan kita Otak dan Akal, gunakan sebaik mungkin. ~

Sekian ^^ ~

PEACE!!! ~

~ Makan bola, minum bola, nak naikkan martabat bola.. Tapi satu hape pun takleyy ~

2011-12-10T03:20:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia :D ~

Terlebih dahulu, saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih ke atas usaha FAM untuk cuba membantu skuad Harimau Malaya (Senior), Harimau Muda dan Skuad Olimpik negara kita dengan menghantar ke beberapa tempat untuk melakukan latihan bersama dan juga perlawanan persahabatan antara beberapa kelab dan juga negara. ~

Diharap juga Skuad bimbingan Ong Kim Swee selamat tiba ke Australia dalam beberapa jam lagi. ~

Syabas saya ucapkan. ~

Namun begitu, tak kala kita mendengar berita baik.. Ada sahaja berita yang kurang enak yang saya terima daripada beberapa rakan-rakan saya. Antaranya, FAM mengistiharkan pengurangan pasukan yang akan beraksi di Liga Super.. Terkejut beruk saya mendengar cerita ini. ~

FAM dah mengatakan bahawa mereka akan teruskan pelan tersebut. Yang pastinya, Liga Super akan jatuh dari Gred D ke Gred E. Alangkah teruknya kalau kita jatuh sampai begitu sekali?? ~

Jika ini berterusan, kemungkinan besar kita tidak dapat menghantar sebarang kelab/negeri ke mana-mana pertandingan seperti AFC Champions League, ataupun Piala AFC.. Alangkah ruginya di situ?? ~

Banyak lagi benda yang perlu FAM pertingkatkan lagi. Tidak kira dari segi pentadbiran, mahupun cara untuk pertingkatkan lagi mutu pertandingan dan pencarian bakat-bakat muda yang bagus untuk di serapkan untuk skuad Kebangsaan. Kita masih lagi ketandusan pemain yang dapat menyerang dan menjadi penyerang berbisa, dan juga bahagian tengah yang dapat menggerakkan jentera serangan dan juga membantu bahagian pertahanan. ~

Saya harap agar FAM sedar mengapa suara rakyat dan juga peminat-peminat tegar selalu bising-bising pasal hal ini. Ini adalah untuk kebaikkan pasukan Kebangsaan kita juga yang ingin mengharumkan kembali dan membawa semula martabat bola sepak tanah air.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! ~

Peace out!! ~

~ Anda sakit otot?? Dah pening kepala tak tahu nak buat apa?? Meh baca artikal ini ;) ~

2011-12-07T00:29:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia ^^ ~

Hari ini saya sebenarnya tak tahu apa yang perlu di tulis.. Punya nak perah otak sampai rasanya otak nak meletup rasanya.. Tapi satu apa pun tak keluar.. Jadi, saya pun turunlah gym tengah hari tadi.

Dok sakan mengayuh basikal, angkat berat sikit dan macam-macam lagi, terasa sengal lak di bahagian kaki dan juga otot-otot di betis dan peha. Jadikan cerita pula, saya teringat satu artikal, dan juga perbincangan oleh pakar sains sukan Malaysia. ~

Ais sebenarnya antara cara yang bagus untuk melegakan kesakitan otot disebabkan kekejangan, bengkak, terseliuh, sengal-sengal otot dan sebagainya. Ini kerana, di bahagian otot yang sakit, kemungkinan ada salur darah ataupun otot yang terkoyak dan ini menyebabkan kita sakit kaki sangat-sangat.. Sampaikan tak dapat tidur.. Betul kan rakan-rakan sekalian?? Haha. ~

Kata pakar sains sukan lagi, jika kita sapukan minyak panas dan urut kuat-kuat di bahagian sakit, chances untuk merasa lebih sakit adalah mesti kerana darah mungkin mengalir lebih laju apabila kita mengurut dan tambah lagi kita menggunakan minyak panas yang boleh stimulate darah kita.

Saya bukan tak galakkan anda semua untuk tidak menggunakan minyak panas untuk melegakan kesakitan otot, tapi dengan adanya pakar sains sukan, mungkin kita perlu melihat alternatif ini sebagai pengganti ;)

Sekian ^^ PEACE!!! ~

~ Harimau Muda mengaum di Australia ~

2011-12-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia ~

Terlebih dahulu, saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada adek Jue kerana membantu membuatkan blog ni nampak lagi ceria dan cantek (sbb abgnya xreti nk buat dan edit2 benda2 gini.. haha malu gler..) Tapi ape2 pun, credit again goes to Jue ^^ Thx yaa :D ~

Ok, berbalik kepada topik asal. Mesti anda semua tertanya-tanya apa yang skuad Harimau Malaya/Olimpik sedang lakukan sekarang ini? Untuk pengetahuan anda, squad Harimau Muda berada di Australia untuk membuat beberapa sesi latihan di sana dan juga mengadakan beberapa perlawanan persahabatan menentang kelab elit di sana.

Dengan beberapa muka-muka lama yang menghiasi Skuad Olimpik sudah kembali ke pasukan masing-masing untuk persiapan Musim baru Liga Malaysia dan beberapa nama digugurkan dari skuad, Ong Kim Swee berharap agar mereka (Skuad Olimpik) dapat menimba ilmu yang lebih di sana, sambil mencuba beberapa pemain yang baru untuk menguatkan lagi jentera pasukan yang ada sekarang.

Harapan saya, agar OKS dpt mencari lagi bakat2 baru yang terpendam supaya digilap di perlawanan persahabatan dan sekali gus melahirkan jaguhan baru seperti yang dipertunjukkan oleh Nazmi yang hanya berumur 17 tahun tetapi telah menunjukkan betapa bagusnya pelapis negara ini.

Berikut adalah antara info yang saya dapat, terima kasih kepada group page MALAYSIA NATIONAL FOOTBALL TEAM :-

Harimau Muda akan kembali ke Kem Latihan pd 5 Disember ini, dan pd 10 Disember Skuad ini akan ke Sydney, Australia, di sana skuad ini akan menentang 3 buah Kelab Elit di sana, sebagai persiapan menghadapi baki tiga lagi perlawanan aksi kelayakan Olimpik 2012, serta persediaan menempuh saingan Liga Singapura (Liga-S) pada Februari tahun depan.

~ SELAMANYA HARIMAU MALAYA, SELAGI KITA BERNYAWA. OH MALAYSA! KAU KEBANGGAAN KU!! ~

Peace out! ~

~ Test sahaja ~

2011-11-30T23:38:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT dan Selamat Sejahtera :D ~

Ini hanya percubaan sahaja :) Sekian :D~

~ Kembali beraksi ~

2011-11-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT, Salam Sejahtera semuanya ~

Agaknya dah lama dah sy xupdate blog kan?? Tp rsenye xde yang baca pun. :P Apa-apa pun, gembira rasanya utk update kembali blog setelah sekian lama menyepi.. (Padahal baru berapa bulan je.. haha) ~

Al-maklum la, sangat sibuk dengan kehidupan di Universiti.. Memang tak sempat untuk update apa2 status. Insya'Allah, dah cuti sem ni, ada la kesempatan untuk update.

Kepada yang masih lagi datang dan baca blog saya, terima kasih saya ucapkan.

Peace ya'll ^^ ~

~ Kriss Fitri Abdullah ~

~ Sedih ~

2011-07-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia... ~

Pagi tadi sy telah dikecutkan dengan satu mimpi yang sangat syahdu.. (Bg sy la.. xtau jika anda merasa sama sebegitu..) Arwah Pak Su Li muncul didalam mimpiku.. Ya Allah.. Sedih tak terhingga sy terasa apabila Pak Su muncul di dalam mimpi itu.. Arwah hanya berbaring sementara, bagai jasad tanpa nyawa.. ~

Tapi pada satu ketika, arwah bangun kembali, berjalan ke dapur dan datang semula ke ruang tamu sambil senyum dan memakan sesuatu.. Senyuman arwah Pak Su tak dapat ku bayangkan.. Namun sy tahu kemungkinan besar arwah Pak Su dalam keadaan baik2 sahaja disana.. ~

Setelah bermimpi, sy bangkit semula.. Dalam keadaan binggung, cuba mengingati kembali kejadian tersebut.. Dan perasaan sebak muncul sebentar.. Ya Allah.. Ku harap agar roh Arwah Pak Su, Mak Lang, Atuk dan ahli keluargaku yang telah berada bersama-sama Ahli-Ahli Kubur yang lain supaya ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang bertaqwa.. Amin.. ~

Peace All.. ~

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Jangan mengaku kalah..! ~

2011-07-18T04:58:00.002+08:00

Napa semua rakan-rakanku suka sangat berkata-kata benda yang tak patut.. Ada yg ckp psl mati n all dat.. Plz la.. Sy xnk dan xske kwn2 yg sy paling syg tulis or brkata-kata begitu.. ~

Mungkin rakan2 yg lain ada benda lain yang perlu dilakukan, mcm yg lain sbb kte still ada benda utk dilakukan dalam hidup ini.. tp kalu anda sedih smpai berkata rakan2 anda begitu, rasanya tidak adil.. Sy sndiri pn kwn anda, sy still sygkan anda, walaupun jarang utk kita bersua lagi.. tp bak kata dlm bahasa Inggeris, i still care about u.. so jgn la kata sebegitu rupa.. ~

Jgn la sedih2 sehingga menulis sesuatu yang sgt mendalam, kami still sygkan anda.. mungkin ini hanya ungkapan.. tp igtlah, rakan2 yg baik adalah rakan2 yang sentiasa bertanyakan khabar, walaupun anda sedih sekalipun.. dan walaupun rakan2 anda jarang.. tp igtlah, selagi ada yg masih mengingati anda, selagi itu syg kami tidak akan pudar.. ~

So kpd awk, jgn riso.. walaupun sy, ataupun rakan2 lain tidak selalu bertanyakan khabar.. tp sy dan lain2 still sygkan awk.. so jaga diri ya.. plz?? kalu bkn utk sy skalipun, lakukan utk kehidupan awk dan masa depan awk.. ~

Maaf jikalau post ni membuatkan awk rasa sedih.. cuz i care about u.. ~

Sori again.. Cheer up ya.. U can do it!..

~ Kehidupan yang berbeza..Ada betul kata ibu.. ~

2011-07-15T02:43:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera, Salam 1 Malaysia.. ~

Sebenarnya tak tahu nak tulis apa tetapi pabila bergurau-gurau dan berchatting dengan rakan2 sy.. Tersentap seketika apabila memikirkan kehidupan yang sangat interesting.. ~

Kadang-kala orang berkata yang seorang lelaki perlu menjadi kuat dan tegas supaya tidak menunjukkan sifat lemah kepada yang lain.. Namun begitu, lelaki masih lagi digelar manusia, dan manusia masih lagi lemah.. Walau seganas bagaimana pun, namun jangan kata yang lelaki tak mudah rebah.. ~

Begitulah yang berlaku pada diri ini.. Sentiasa gagal dalam percintaan.. Adakah sy tidak layak untuk mencintai seseorang? Yang pelik tu, setiap orang yang sy sygi, mesti ada yang berpunya.. Kalau tak berpunya pun, dan telah bersama dengan seseorg tu, habis pula dimadu dengan yang lain.. ~

Betul kata ibu, kadang-kala, orang lain akan cuba bermadu supaya dapat memilih pasangan yang betul-betul sesuai.. Tapi bagi sy, adakah itu perlu? Sebab kadang-kala perkara sebegini boleh membuatkan orang lain sedih.. Sy sendiri tidak sanggup memasang seorang lagi insan didalam hidup.. Kerana tahu untuk menjaga seorang sahaja memang sukar, inikan 2?? ~

Kalau difikirkan, lagu-lagu lama seperti Ukays ada menyebut "..Lamanya berkasih..Indahnya berjanji..Sanggup hidup semati..Ucapan semalam kini berlainan..Kau yang ku dulu kukenali menjadi duri.." Ayat ini kadang-kala menghantui diriku.. Kerana pernah sy menerima janji tersebut.. Namun kepercayaan yang diberikan daripadaku kepadanya dipersia-sia.. ~

Pernah juga sy terfikir untuk tidak lagi mengingati masa dulu.. Namun itu juga yang berlaku.. Banyak lagu yang dapat dikaitkan dengan kehidupan sy.. Seperti lagu Ukays - Sebak.. Jika anda dengar liriknya, memang ada kena-mengena dengan kehidupanku ini.. Adoih2.. ~

Sampai sini sahaja.. Terasa emo sebentar ^^~

Peace OUT!!!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Rindulah!! ~

2011-07-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum Semua dan Salam Sejahtera ^^ ~

Post arini senang je, berkaitan rindu.. ~

Seperti insan lain yang mempunyai rasa rindu, tak kiralah anda rindu kepada keluarga, rakan-rakan, sahabat anda, kekasih anda, haiwan anda ataupun apa-apa sahaja ^^ ~

Bagi sy, definitely rindu rakan-rakan semua disamping rindu untuk bersukan.. Sejak mengalami accident, tak dapat sangat peluang untuk bersama-sama rakan-rakan sy kerana sukar untuk berlepak bersama mereka.. Anggapan saya, jika saya pergi juga untuk melepak, kemungkinan besar saya menyusahkan mereka dan terpaksa 'limit'kan time mereka untuk enjoy.. ~

Sukar sebenarnya menjadi orang yang sakit ni.. Haha adoih2.. Pesan saya untuk anda semua, agar anda berhati-hati.. Jikalau sakit, kemungkinan besar anda tidak dapat menjalankan kehidupan yang normal semula sukar.. Tambah lagi jika melibatkan kes patah tulang.. ~

Setelah dapat membawa kereta sedikit walaupun tak berapa jauh sangat, cuma di kawasan dekat rumah dan juga di taman yang berhampiran, saya pun cuba mengambil masa tersebut untuk berjumpa beberapa rakan-rakan yang rapat.. Alhamdulillah, dapat melepaskan rasa rindu tersebut dengan borak-borak walaupun borak kosong sahaja.. Hehe.. ~

Ok lah, setakat ini sahaja ;) ~

Peace Out!!~

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Try bawak gak kereta ~

2011-07-03T05:00:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera ^^ Salam 1 Malaysia gakkk ^^ ~

Di pagi-pagi yang gila sejuk ni, sy ingin share cerita sedikit.. Mungkin tak ada apa-apa sangat bagi anda semua yang lain, namun bagi saya, cukup bermakna.. Malam tadi (2hb Jun 2011-Sabtu), saya menemani rakan untuk pergi makan.. Katanya, maknya malas masak malam ini, so sy pn teman laa.. ~

Dan kebetulan juga, tengahari semalam (Sabtu), kereta tuuut sy yang sudah lama tidak kelihatan, muncul semula, selepas setahun menyewakan kepada orang lain.. (Kononnya korporat daripada Korea Selatan..) ~

Alhamdulillah, kereta tersebut dalam keadaan yang elok.. Namun begitu, apabila malam melabuh tirainya, saya pun dipaksa ayah, meminta tolong rakan saya yang ingin makan tu untuk mengisi minyak kereta tuuuuttt itu.. Apa lagi, gembira rasa di hati.. Namun begitu, kaki sy (seperti mana anda tahu apa yang berlaku kepada diri ini..) tidak begitu kuat untuk cuba memijak paddle minyak, mahupun brek.. Tapi, kerana gian sangat lama tak bawa kereta, cuba juga memandunya dan Alhamdulillah selamat pergi dan kembali kerumah.. ~

Itu sahaja buat masa ini ;) Kepada Zack, thx bro sbb teman aku dan juga walaupun aku ingat aku tidak kuat untuk memandu dan juga memijak paddle.. Tapi cuba juga.. Haha.. Thx juga kt budak2 futsal yang ak jumpa tadi.. Thx all ^^ ~

Peace out!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Bodohkah aku? ~

2011-07-01T03:42:00.002+08:00

Mungkin diriku ini tak sehebat yang disangka anda semua.. Ada yang menganggap diriku ini besar, mesti kuat je selalu dak ni.. ~

Haha.. Mungkin ada sesetengah benda tu betullah tapi apabila melibatkan kawan, ku cepat mengalah.. Dah jadi lumrah hidupku, melebihkan kebahagiaan rakan-rakanku daripada diriku ini.. Tapi kadang-kala aku pun menyusahkan mereka juga.. (Sori ya rakan2ku..hehe).. ~

Bodohkah aku? ~

Itulah pertanyaan yang selalu bermain difikiranku ini.. Selalunya ku akan cuba pertahankan rakan-rakanku lebih dari diriku sendiri.. Ku lebih gembira berkongsi masalah mereka dan cuba juga buat mereka gembira, walaupun diriku sengsara.. ~

Dan Alhamdulillah, ada yang berterima kasih kerana membuat mereka happy kembali, walau sedih mana sekalipun, namun selepas itu mereka gembira semula.. Walaupun ku tidak bersuara, namun mereka gembira dapat meluahkan apa yang terbuku di hati.. ~

Bodohkah aku? ~

Ku hanya berharap agar semuanya bahagia... Tapi ada pula yang mengatakan "ko neh lebihkan org lain je.. Biarlah dgn dunia mereka.." Tapi bagiku.. Ku tak suka jika org berkata begitu.. Aku lebih gembira kalau rakan-rakanku sendiri lebih bahagia daripadaku.. Kerana ku tahu, jika mereka bahagia, ku lagi lega kerana dapat membantu.. Kalau tidak membantu pun, sekadar menggurangkan kepedihan hati mereka.. ~

Jadi, bodohkah aku?? ~

Melihat kamu semua bahagia? Tiada yang bergaduh? Tiada yang bersedih? Dan tiada yang ingin melakukan sesuatu yang menyesalkan diri tu?? ~

Susah ke untuk kita teruskan persahabatan ini..? Sukar ke untuk jujur dengan diriku ini..? Aku mungkin bodoh.. Aku mungkin lurus bendul.. Namun aku masih lagi mempunyai hati...~

Bodohkah aku....? ~

Peace out... ~

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah ~

~ Senyumlah... Come on Fitri! ~

2011-07-01T01:54:00.002+08:00

Wah, pening lak kepalaku ini.. Namun lega bila dapat berjalan sedikit.. ~

Tadi try pergi Selayang Mall dgn bertongkat.. Wah, siksa juga rasanya.. Nak tau kenapa ku pergi ke sana?? Utk membantu kwnku masuk kerja ;) ape2 pn best2 dpt lepak dgn dye.. He's one of my best Indian friend i ever had :D Thx Ivan ^^ ~

Walaupun ku berjalan sgt perlahan, tp kami still brsembang.. Hehe.. Tp akhirnya kteorg duduk gak sbb kakiku xlarat nak berjalan, saket sgt2.. ~

Lama gak kami lepak, dan harap2 dapat gak lepak lagi next time ^^ Sampai je rumah, ku letih sgt.. Rehat sampai kul 11mlm td, br rse ok.. Itu pun rasa mcm trtekan sgt.. Tak tau kenapa diriku rasa tertekan.. ~

Haiz.. Dah jadi lumrah sebab diriku ini mcm ini.. Mungkin dosa byk sgt smpai ku ditimpa kesusahan.. Ya Allah, aku harapkan diriku ini dapat meneruskan kehidupanku ini.. Amin.. ~

Buat masa ini, ku hanya menggukir senyuman yang terpaksa kerana ku ingin rakan-rakanku ceria dan tidak tahu duka laraku ini.. ~

Peace Out!!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Peace all ^^ ~

2011-06-30T05:02:00.002+08:00

Wow, hari ini banyak dugaan yang melanda diriku.. ~

Ok kita mulakan dgn pagi semalam(29hb Jun 2011) ~

9:03pg..

Sy bersama-sama ibu tercinta pergi ke hospital utk meneruskan temu janji yang perlu dipatuhi pada hari ini, iaitu buat pemeriksaan kaki yg injured tu.. Kami terpaksa menunggu lama sehingga lingkungan pukul 12:30tghari semata-mata untuk melihat keadaan kaki.. Dan benda sama juga diberitahu yang kaki ada fracture, tulang hancur ape semua.. Haha.. Namun begitu, tabah sahaja melihat gelagat doktor-doktor pakar dan juga pelatih yang ada.. Selepas itu, disuruh jalan tanpa menggunakan tongkat.. Seperti biasa, kita ikut je la apa doktor kata.. Dan akhirnya, kena datang kembali pada 22hb Ogos 2011 untuk temu janji seterusnya.. Kami pulang pukul 1:30tghari sambil mengunyah kueh pau ;) ~

8:30mlm..

Selepas bergolek-golek buat cerita hindustan di atas tilam, terus bukak tv utk menonton aksi Malaysia lwn Chinese Taipei (Taiwan).. Malas nak cerita kembali, apa-apa pun baca post lagi 1 kat bawah post entry ni ^^ Kesudahannya, Malaysia menang 2 - 1 ;) ~

10:40mlm..

Online, terus cek facebook dan terus membalas comment di FB ;) Lepas itu je terus mendengar IcezFM ^^ Haha.. Bosan kan??? hehe ~

2:20pg (30hb Ogos 2011)..

Dapat juga sy berdeejay ;) Macam biasa, kita enjoy dengar lagu-lagu pilihan semua di IcezFM ;) Tapi ada insiden yang berlaku di CB IcezFM... Pertama, server buat hal.. Terkeluar den dr brkonti.. Akhirnya kami fixed masalah tersebut.. Dan dapat teruskan tugas.. Kedua.. Ada pula persengketaan dan juga salah faham.. Alhamdulillah, semua dapat berakhir dengan aman.. Memang sukar untuk menjadi Deejay.. Tapi ape2 pun, sy harap.. Semua enjoy.. Dan jangan gaduh2.. Tak suka la masing2 bergaduh kan? Ape2 pn sy sygkan semua rakan2 sy.. Perhh.. membebel lak Dj neh ya? hehe.. Thx semua membaca blog ni.. ~

Peace all!!~

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah ~

~ Keputusan: Malaysia 2 - 1 Taiwan (Chinese Taipei) ~

2011-06-29T23:21:00.010+08:00

Alhamdulillah, kita telah melihat tadi detik-detik genting perlawanan antara Malaysia dgn Chinese Taipei (Taiwan) dengan beberapa percubaan yang agak merbahaya buat kedua-dua pasukan.. (Walaupun sy sndiri mmg ske kalu pintu gawang kita di cabar, adalah excitement untuk melihat penjaga gol menunjukkan bakat mengawal pintu gol Malaysia daripada dibolosi..) ~

Namun begitu, kealpaan sikap pemain negara, terutama sekali barisan pertahanan yang tidak dapat mengawal dan menutup peluang Taipei untuk menjaringkan gol telah memberi padah apabila pemain Taiwan dapat lorongan dan through pass yang cantik sekali untuk menjelmakan peluang Taiwan menggurangkan deposit gol semasa perlawanan timbal balik di Taiwan kelak.. ~

Namun begitu, sy xmau cerita panjang tentang permainan Taipei (kerana bg sy, skill dan juga ball handling, passing mereka nampak bagus..).. Sy ingin mengatakan dan juga sungguh bangga kepada Malaysia kerana dapat menjaringkan 2 gol yang menarik hasil sumbangan Safiq Rahim dan juga Aidil Zafuan. ~

Gol pertama yang cantik disumbangkan oleh Safiq Rahim, menerusi 1st touch yang terus menerjah ke gawang dgn lawa dan cantik, menewaskan penjaga gol Taiwan. Bagus2 ^^ ~

Gol kedua dihasilkan oleh Aidil Zafuan yang menandukkan gol yang lawa ;) Alhamdulillah ;) ~

Overall, permainan Malaysia sangat bagus, walaupun ada sedikit masalah di bahagian tengah kerana tak dapat membawa bola ke hadapan dengan lama dan juga crossing yang tak bagus sangat ~

Apa-apa pun, Malaysia mesti mengekalkan prestasi yang bagus, dan yang penting, Malaysia kena menjaringkan sekurang-kurangnya 2 gol lagi di tempat lawan ^^ ~

Peace out!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Malaysia vs Taiwan (Chinese Taipei) ~

2011-06-29T07:54:00.004+08:00

Welcome semua ;)~

Kepada semua yang cintakan bola sepak tanah air, adakah anda sedia dengan perlawanan malam ini?? Perlawanan diantara Malaysia vs Chinese Taipei (Taiwan)? Anda semua mesti tahu yang mereka bakal berentap untuk saingan ke Piala Dunia nanti.. ~

Bagi saya sendiri, ini adalah yang dinanti-nantikan oleh semua untuk kita pastikan yang Malaysia layak ke pusingan seterusnya.. Dan yang penting, Malaysia perlu menjaringkan gol yang banyak pada hari ini untuk memastikan tekanan di tempat lawan tidak sukar..~

Hari ini, perlawanan akan dilangsungkan di Stadium Bukit Jalil, pada pukul 8:30pm atau 8:45pm. Bagi mereka yang ingin membeli tiket, anda boleh lakukannya hari ini tapi dinasihatkan supaya beli awal sikit, saya jamin ramai penonton akan membanjiri stadium pada hari ini.. ~

Harga tiket?? Perh murah beb! Rm5 utk kanak-kanak.. dan RM30/20 utk grandstand dkt dgn padang barisan bawah.. Ala, murah la tu kan?? Kalau semua asyik-asyik boleh beli harga tiket RM150 cmtue utk tgk EPL main, dan harga smpai RM250 utk tgk konsert, tak kan RM30 pun tak boleh nak keluarkan?? ~

Tunjukkan semangat kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia dgn membanjiri Stadium Bukit Jalil dan sokonglah pasukan Harimau Malaya kita.. Tanah tumpahnya darahku Malaysia!~

(ps: Tahun ni, trpaksalah lupakan niat saya utk ke stadium dan sokong Malaysia.. Sbb injured.. Kaki patah.. hehehe.. Apa2 pun sy akan sokong dan berdoa dari sni! Amin2.. MALAYSIA BOLEH!!) ~

~ Setting ~

2011-06-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

Ok rakan-rakan ku.. Kepada sesiapa yang ingin menjadi deejay internet, meh den ajarkan sikit yaa ;) ~

Pertama sekali, anda mesti kena ada software yang boleh anda berdeejay.. Benda seperti SAM4 ataupun Winamp pun bolehh :) ~

Tapi ingat, dah install apa semua, jangan lupa install ape2 yg dye mahukan seperti Firebird.. Tapi selalunya benda seperti Firebird memang dah ada sekali dengan SAM4.. So, xperlu cari lagi ^^ ~

Yang paling penting.. Lagu2 mesti ada ;) Dan juga mic mesti available ;) ~

Ok, itu sahaja buat masa ini ;) Nak tau lagi? Meh komen dlu ;) ~

Peace Out!!! ~

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah ^^ ~

~ Thx Jue sbb tlg! ~

2011-06-25T00:39:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT dan Salam 1 Malaysia utk semua ;) ~

Anda telah nampak ada perubahan sikit di blog ni.. Thx atas effort yg telah di lakukan oleh adek ku, Jue kerana telah membantu buat blog ni ;) ~

Yang mana nampak bgus dan advance sikit tu, ha tu dye buat la ;) Tp yg mana fit buat tu ok2 sahaja ;) ~

So Credit is given to Adik Jue sbb tlg buat blog ni nampak lawa ;) Thx ya adekk!!! ~

Erkk nak masuk konti jap.. Thx again Adek!!! ~

Peace out!!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Membantu ^^ ~

2011-06-24T06:11:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah akhirnya walaupun diriku tak la berapa pandai nak mengajar orang macam mana nak buat blog tapi setelah dua hari walaupun berdeejay, sempat lagi diriku mengajar 2 orang sahabat rapat ^^ ~

1. Sha ataupun Deejay Shahara ;)

Best sebab mengajar Sha sebab Sha dapat input sikit je terus paham dan akhirnya blog sha lagi nampak best dari pageku.. Sampaikan den sendiri yang siap bertanyakan kat Sha macam mana buat ^^ ~

2. Yunn

Baru siap kul 3lebih tadi, 2jam sebelum ku postkan entry baru ni ;) Aleh-aleh baru je belajar, perhhh.. Profile dye nampak lawa gak la ;) ^^ ~

Kepada kedua-duanya, tahniah dan WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF BLOGGERS ^^ ~

Peace out~

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah ~

~ Tambah perencah sikit kat blog ku ^^ ~

2011-06-23T08:51:00.000+08:00

Kepada rakan-rakanku yang datang ke blogku ;) ~

Kini blogku telah di letak dgn CB IcezFM dimana diriku ini bertugas disamping Deejay2 len dan chatters2 lain ;) So jika anda ingin enjoy dgn lagu2 yg best ;) Scroll down ;) Ada CB (Chatbox) IcezFM ;) ~

Anda boleh chat sambil mendengar lagu-lagu ;) ~

Kalau anda nak sy tunaikan lagu permintaan anda, mai stay dan request.. Siap letak box utk request lagu gitu ;) ~

So hope korg enjoy ya!! ^^

IcezFM. Kami Tetap Cool ^^ ~

Peace Out!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Kakiku sekarang ^^ ~

2011-06-23T04:19:00.001+08:00

Ni lah kaki sy selepas lama berbalut sbb eksiden.. Haha.. Amcm?? Ada seni x?? :P ~

Itulah bekas kaki yang telah terkoyak.. Maaf sbb xsempat nk tangkap gambar kaki masa time terbuka sekali dengan darah dan tulang patah sebab masa tu teringat nk contact family je ^^

Orang yang melanggar tu?? Cuma sengal-sengal je.. Sakit hati dibuatnya.. Dia yang langgar, kita yang saket teruk.. Aci ke tak?? Haha.. ~

Apa-apa pun berhati-hati di jalan raya..~

Peace out!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Rindu kolejku ~

2011-06-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

Hari ini, dalam pukul 11:30pg.. ~

Sy gerak ke kolej lama.. Tempat dimana sy belajar Diploma In Information Technology di International Islamic College.. Same old same ;) Nothing is changed pun ;) ~

Namun sy tau, mostly kwn2 lama sy dh xde dh.. Rindu lepak dgn mereka.. Hinggakan abg yg jaga cafe tu pn tegur sy siap ckp kat ibu sy, "Dia ni baik orgnya" Haha.. Sy trgelak dan senyum.. Mayb sbb sy slalu beli makanan kt dye.. Sbb murah dan sedap ;) Hehe ^^ ~

Kepada Fakhrizzaki ataupun Zack, thx so much sbb tlg.. Insya'Allah dh shat nnti akan ku bwk ko p berjalan2 bro kay? :P ~

Kami duduk di CC didalam kolej, sambil ingin print grad pnye paper.. So anda semua tahu la kami pergi kembali ke kolej lama hanya utk bayar duit graduation fees.. ^^

Apa-apa pun, nnti akan sy tulis lg.. Tgh br Dj neh.. Sabar yaa ^^ ~

Peace Out!,

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ Letih ~

2011-06-22T04:31:00.000+08:00

Tugas menjadi deejay bukan sahaja letih.. Tapi perlu keyakinan diri.. ~

Kita menghadap pendengar-pendengar yang ingin mendengar lagu yang menceriakan dan menghiburkan hari mereka.. Dan bukan hanya pendengar-pendengar tertentu, bahkan pendengar-pendengar dari semua jenis dan lapisan umur, agama dan bahasa.. ~

Bg diri sy sendiri, cuba juga untuk menjaga kotak permintaan lagu semasa keudara.. Memang sukar untuk mencari lagu.. Tambah lagi kalu lagu tu tiada dalam pangkalan data ataupun cd-cd ku.. Terpaksalah terkejar-kejar mencari dari rakan-rakan yang lain. ~

Namun begitu, Alhamdulillah disebabkan ku membuka kotak request, ramai yang mendengar dan juga terhibur.. Ada yang terus menggucapkan terima kasih sehingga tak terhenti.. Dan ada yang kembali untuk mendengar lagi.. ~

Perasaan itu membuat sy ingin lagi memantapkan lagi cara penyampaian sy utk semua pendengar supaya akan terus berhibur bersama sy.. Thx semua sbb support sy! ~

Peace out!

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ IcezFM . Kami Tetap Cool ~

2011-06-22T04:19:00.000+08:00

Kepada rakan-rakanku yang masih setia.. Sekarang ku bersama-sama dgn IcezFM dgn segmen permintaan lagu ;) ~

So jika kamu semua inginkan lagu, meh2 dengar di IcezFM.

www.icezfm.net/v1/ <-- Ni linknya ;) ~

Sambil kte dgr lagu, leh chat dgn barisan dj ;) ~

Saya harap blogger2 lain pn letaklah IcezFM pnye radio di page anda ;) Nak codenya? P kt website yg dh diberikan.. Ade code. So letak jew kay?? Enjoy semua! ~

Signing off,

Deejay Kriss Fitri Abdullah

~ SantaiMixed Fm ~

2011-04-30T19:32:00.001+08:00

SantaiMixed FM is back on track!! ~

With me and Dj Jue will try and entertain you all! ~

Listen to use Insya'Allah from 9 or 10pm until 12am/2am :P ~

Peace out! ~

~ Memories ~

2011-04-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

Its sad to see all those old pictures.. Because there's so much memories stored within those pictures.. ~

Sad to remember, all wonderful and painful memories.. ~
Its like, a knife that stabbed my little heart..~

Its hard to understand other peoples feeling.. Because sometimes we have our own different personalities (mask) that can fool those who sees..~
I have to admit, that i do have my own 'mask' within my smiling and cheerful face.. But when it comes to loyalty and honesty, I never lied.. ~

Whenever I'm in pain, i will say pain.. And when I'm down, i will say I'm not okay.. If i say I'm happy.. Well you get the idea..~

Peace.. ~

~ Alone ~

2011-04-02T02:46:00.000+08:00

Being alone is interesting.. ~

You can enjoy yourself, while having fun with you friends too.. ~
You could do anything you want.. ~
You can go wherever and whenever you like.. ~

But being alone also sad.. ~

You sit all alone, doing nothing but to look at those who got their partner.. ~
You watch your friends closer to each other.. ~
You even see your friends and your surroundings, and some of them so happy, and have their own kids.. ~

Oh life is interesting.. ~

Some of them could be considered as friends.. ~
And some are not.. ~
Some could become close.. ~
While others could be foes.. ~

So, should i just be alone..? ~

Should i just..? ~

Should i..? ~

I just don't have a clue.. ~

Please.. Guide me.. Someone.. Anyone.. ~

~ Kuatkan semangat!! ~

2011-03-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

Selalu ku melihat status rakan2ku.. ataupun sape2 yg cerita kepadaku.. yg share dgnku.. Dan selalu juga aku berpesan utk diriku dan mereka2 yg share with me.. kuatkan semangat, jgn cepat mengalah..~

Igt rakan2ku.. Ku sygkan kamu semua.. Jgnlah cepat mengalah... plz... Ku tak mahu melihat kamu semua menderita.. ~

~ SantaiMixed Fm ~

2011-03-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

~ http://santaimixed.listen2myradio.com/ ~

This is my personal radio broadcast that i created.. It's not that pro like the others but.. Wat the heck.. At least i got one, rite??~

Haha.. Erm.. Nvm, when i got my own money and other stuff.. I might buy my own server, database, broadcast stuff, Deejay's equipment, and might be setting up for my own company for it ;) ~

~ It might be late but WTH.. Happy Chinese New Year!!! ~

2011-02-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends ;)~

I'm hoping that this Rabbit Year (is it??) will bring joyful to all of you.. As well as wealthy and good luck! :P~

This year, i got no invitation to go to their house.. And its ok by me because i know some of them at overseas, studying ;)~

So best of luck to ya'll!~

~ Gone.. ~

2011-01-17T16:36:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated my blog.. So here we go..~

I have to say, its a great place to be in UniKL MIIT.. Its interesting though because its in the city center, which is good for me because all the things i need is everywhere..~

The first 2 weeks was really tiring.. Lots of things to be done, i have to drive back and forth (did i spell that right?? nvm.. hehe..) to PTPTN and also back to campus just to finish up my application on MARA loan.~

Thank god I could finish it in time, but a few classes had to skipped just to finish all this things.. I'm so sorry for not entering the 1st class.. I didn't mean to do it but i had to do in order to finish all my things with PTPTN and finance department..~

The hostel is quite nice.. Comfortable for me, but i don't know about others.. Lots of friendly peoples, and that's what i like.. At night, most of us played futsal until 12am.. And the best thing of all, we played with the seniors.~

Well.. I do like the way they implement the teaching.. Now its the students turn to find our own things to study.. But the lecture still monitored our work and if we're wrong, they will correct us..~

About my relationship.. Let's not talk about it.. Since lots of people keep asking the same question to me.. My answer to ya'll is.. "No comment.." ;)) Thank you.. And thx for reading my blog.. Until next time ^^~

~ New Life in UniKL MIIT ~

2011-01-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated my blog..~

And yes, i've already entered into new environment.. New life.. And new place to study~

And yes indeed, i'm in UniKL MIIT (Kuala Lumpur University).. And I'll be staying at hostel for this semester.~

Well, i gotta say, the first day was really nice ;) We're sitting together with juniors for diploma programs. The moment i step into the hall, it's amazed me.~

But one thing for sure, the university is for sure, a cold place to be.. Haha~
Me and my new friends can't even stand without a jacket ^^~

Anyhow, wish me luck with my new environment ;)~

~ Happy New Year Everyone!!! 2011 ~

2011-01-01T02:33:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all.. ^^~

Wishing you great time with family and friends ^^~

As for me, i try to be stronger than ever.. And hopefully all the trouble,sadness and despair gone away.. ~

My wish for this year, is to study hard.. And then score well.. After that work.. And hopefully while doing all this things, i will get someone who could be my partner and lovely wife until the end..~

I want to close the sad 2010 book and open a new book for 2011.. Hopefully this would be my great year..~

Thx everyone for reading my blog in 2010.. And hopefully in 2011, there would be good news rather than bad.. Peace all!!~

And once again..~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2011~~

~ Malaysia Won the AFF Suzuki Cup 2010!! YEAH!! ^^ ~

2010-12-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

Setelah menanti selama 14 tahun untuk ke final AFF Suzuki Cup... Akhirnya tercapai jua cita-cita dan angan-angan anak buah K. Rajagobal menjadi kenyataan apabila memenangi piala AFF 2010!~

Walaupun kalah 2-1 keatas Indonesia dalam perlawanan timbal balik (game ke 2) di Stadium Bungkarno, Indonesia, namun dengan agrigat 4-2 mengesahkan kemenangan mutlak keatas Malaysia!~

Gol pertama dihasilkan oleh Safee Sali!~

Terima Kasih kerana dapat membawa dan menjulang piala AFF untuk Malaysia.. Tahniah sekali lagi!!~

Most valuable player:
Firman Utina (Indonesia)

Top Scorer:

SAFEE SALI (MALAYSIA)~

Fair Play Award:
Philippines

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!~

~ Al-Fatihah buat Pak Su Li... ~

2010-12-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

Rosli bin Jusoh, atau slalunya sy memanggil pakcik ku dgn nama Pak Su Li.. Telah menghembuskan nafasnya yg terakhir pada 12:30pm td.. Di Kelantan.. Hanya Allah sahaja tahu macam mana sy menahan airmata semasa memandu kereta sebentar tadi..~

Pak Su Li adalah salah seorg pakcik yg sy rapat,boleh bergurau senda.. Pak Su Li ada masalah kesihatan sejak dlu lagi..~

Sy berharap agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat dr Allah SWT dan ditempatkan dengan orang2 yg beriman.. Al-Fatihah....~

~ Selayang FM di Blogku! ~

2010-12-28T03:19:00.000+08:00

Setelah ditanya kepada Dj Kay (abg yg slalu minta KFC..hahaha guro2 ^^), akhirnya sy dpt gak kebenaran utk mengambil cb (chatbox) dan juga radio dari Selayang FM..~

Kepada rakan-rakanku, harap anda dapat berchatting dgn Dj2 dan rakan2 di Selayang FM..~

Kepada admin2 dan DJ2 di Selayang FM..teruskan perjuangan anda!!~

Selayang FM, Muzik Pilihan Anda ^^ ~

~ Malaysia 3 - 0 Indonesia ~

2010-12-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

And there you have it!!! Malaysia is on the right track to win AFF Suzuki Cup 2010!!! Its been 14 years since we last reach to final AFF Cup and now, Malaysia is leading by 3 goals to nil..~

To all those who still doesn't think that Malaysia couldn't win against Indonesia.. Well... IN YOUR FACE!! We just won, and 3 - 0 is the result of the first leg of Final match...!!~

29th December 2010 will be the 2nd leg of Final match between Malaysia Vs Indonesia.. Let us hope and pray that Malaysia will maintain the best game, and hopefully the 2nd game will commence in Malaysia.. Rumors said that the venue for the 2nd game might be changed because there's been report that 1 fan dead, and a few injured, while the field's being damaged by the Indonesian fans as well as the fences.. AFF will conduct inspection and if they feel that Indonesian stadium Bungkarno is not safe, Malaysia will be the possible candidate for the 2nd and final game.~

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! ~

~ Malaysia VS Indonesia ~

2010-12-25T05:09:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day when Malaysia will face Indonesia for the 1st leg of Final AFF Suzuki Cup.. I can't hardly wait to watch it, with other Malaysian supporters, in our homeground.. I believe that Malaysia could win this..~

For those who wants to buy the ticket, you can still do so today at Bukit Jalil National Stadium.. Unfortunately, VIP-2 seats RM50 has been sold out.. So hurry up, the sit for RM30 is still available for all.. Grab it ASAP!!~

It's gonna be an interesting match.. And it is consider as 'Classic Match'.. So hurry up Malaysians!! Let show our support by going to the Stadium and cheer for our team.. My hope and pray to Malaysian team so that we win the cup ^^~

GOOD LUCK!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!! ^^~

~ Masih lagi dlm igatan.. ~

2010-12-22T01:43:00.001+08:00

Memang sedih apabila melihat gambar-gambar yang dulu.. Sebab kenangan terlampau banyak disitu..~

Trasa hiba juga apabila terkenang peristiwa yang manis dan pahit..~

Seolah-olah menikam hati yang kecil ini..~

Memang sukar untuk memahami hati semua orang.. Kerana kita kadangkala ada topeng yang mengaburi mata orang lain..~

Saya mengaku kerana ada juga topeng disebalik wajahku ini.. Tapi apabila soal kesetiaan, dan juga kejujuran.. Saya tidak pernah menipu apabila menyentuh hal tersebut..~

Kalau saya sakit, saya cakap sakit.. Kalau hiba, saya akan ckp hiba.. Kalau suka, well.. Paham2 je la eh..~

Sekian..~

~ Missed Selayang FM so much!! ~

2010-12-21T02:00:00.001+08:00

Its been awhile since i Dj'ed for Selayang FM...~

After the Warehouse sales.. I realized my speaking skill/MC/Dj skills is not that good.. Eventhough Dj Azmir told me that i got the skill to do, but i know i'm not even near good..might be average..~

But anyhow, the only place that i could build up my skill is in Selayang FM.. Insya'Allah I'll try to setting back my broadcasting equipment and ask the admin to help me out..~

But until then, just sit back and relax~

Peace~

~ Reminder for all Malaysian ~

2010-12-21T01:48:00.000+08:00

To all my friends.. Remember.. This weekend.. Malaysia is going to face Indonesia for the 1st leg of Final AFF Suzuki Cup.. In other words.. We're in final..!!~

For those who wants to support, I urge you guys to go buy ticket ASAP cuz i believe the ticket will be sold out soon!!~

Support our country!!~

Support our football!!~

LET THEM HEAR US!!! SEE OUR PLAYERS PLAYED AGAINST THE WELL PREPARED TEAM! AND CRUSH THEM ALL!!~

~ Malaysia to final! ~

2010-12-20T02:58:00.001+08:00

I have to say, it is very nice to see Malaysia finally go to Final AFF Suzuki Cup.. I really hope that we're going to in over Indonesian squad.. Prove that we're not downgraded and could win even without players who played overseas.

And i really had a great time spending with my friends watching live at stadium. Hearing and cheering for Malaysian team was.. Unimaginable.. And it's awesome!~

~ Malaysia VS Vietnam.. Whose going?? ~

2010-12-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

Piala AFF semakin hampir..~

Saya terasa bahang tersebut, adakah anda turut merasainya??~

Untuk pengetahuan anda, saya mungkin pergi ke perlawanan tersebut.. Serious nak pergi.. Harap-harap hari terakhir kerja, saya boleh balik awal sebelum pukul 6ptg..~

Teringin saya untuk mengalami perasaan bersama-sama penyokong Malaysia, memeriahkan lagi suasana di Stadium Bukit Jalil.. Perlawanan tersebut pada 15hb (Rabu) Desember 2010.. Pukul 8mlm..~

Apa-apa sekalipun, marilah kita sama-sama meriahkan lagi di sana..~

Peace!~

~ Offer as DJ ~

2010-12-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Setelah kerja dengan penat lelah.. Abg DJ Azmir menawarkan kerja sebagai MC/Dj utk event.. Rupa2nya abg ni agak trkenal gak eh? Kt ASTRO pn prnh keluar..~

Ini satu peluang yang terbaik utk diriku.. Tapi sy xbrapa berani utk mencubanya kerana, bak kata mak sy.. "Kamu ni masih lagi mentah.."~

Ada betul disitu.. Tapi kalu xpikirkan tentang Degree, maybe sy amek peluang ni kerana.. Peluang seperti ini, hanya datang sekali dalam seumur hidup... Ahahaha..~

Tapi apa2 pun.. Kalu rezeki ada, Insya'Allah akan sy cuba utk join :)~

Dengan itu.. Sy pn ingin tido.. Esk pagi ada keje kne buat ;)~

Kte sambung lenkali kay?~

~ Warehouse is OVER ~

2010-12-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

After 13 days of hard work, and also soar throat because of Happy Hour.. Finally, my brand, AKEMI, has officially closed yesterday..~

But that doesn't mean that the company is closed down, oh no.. What i meant was, the warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. I gotta say, it felt good to work with all of the promoters,promoting our selling items.. ;)~

Today, it's gonna be hard day because we're gonna start packing up our stuff and return it.. But we had to do it as fast as we could, because other brands will come to the warehouse site to start selling their stuffs..~

And i have to say i had a wonderful time selling and become DJ/MC during the warehouse sales.. ahahaha =))~

Thx to DJ Azmir for letting me becoming your co-MC ;)~

~ Target selling tercapai! ~

2010-12-10T01:40:00.001+08:00

Finally..~

After harsh week with my sickness, AKEMI has reached the target mark for warehouse sales.. RM30,000 has been archived.. Congratulations to all!!~

Now all me and others need to do is to make sure that our sales could reach RM100,000 like when AKEMI did in July this year... And I'm pretty sure we could reach to that goal.. With 3 days to go, hopefully we could do it..~

But I'm still not well to perform at my highest.. Wish me luck!~

~ Wee.. ~

2010-12-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

~ Adakah aku pernah berkata apa-apa??

Tidakkah ku hanya menyepi, hilang tanpa arah..

Namun kau tetap jua memilih sebaliknya..

Pilihan mu sendiri, bukannya aku..

Kerana ku tidak mahu aku menjadi pemusnah kebahagiaan orang lain..

Hanya kerana kau masih sayangi ku..

Memang pelik..

Tapi akhirnya ku tahu jua..

Mungkin juga silap aku, dan mungkin juga tidak..

Apa yang difikir, tidak dapat ku baca..

Aku mungkin bodoh, juga sama sekali teruk..

Kerana ku tidak tahu yang dirimu telah ada yang bertahta sebelum ku..

Masa kan ku tahu semua ini?? Kerana selama ini ku ingat dirimu hanya untuk ku sahaja..

Dan pabila ku tahu yang dirimu sudah berpunya, perlukah aku masih berpegang kepadamu?

Dan membiarkan orang yang telah bersama dengan mu kecewa kerana ku??

Aku mungkin masih sayangkan mu.. Namun aku tak sanggup dipermainkan sebegini..

Apakan daya, ku hanya insan biasa.. ~

~ Ketenangan.. ~

2010-12-06T00:37:00.001+08:00

~ Kehidupan ku penuh dengan ranjau duka dan lara..

Tidak ku tahan dengan semua dugaan yang menimpa..

Ku hanya berserah kepada-Mu, Ya Allah..

Ku hanya ingin kehidupan yang lebih bahagia, lebih tenang, dan lebih harmoni..

Ku inginkan kehidupan yang bahagia...

Ku inginkan keluargaku bahagia..

Ku inginkan rakan-rakanku hidup bahagia..

Sekurang-kurangnya jika semua itu berlaku, dapatlah ku senyum dengan gembira... ~

~ God Plz Help Me.. ~

2010-12-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Many things happened to me..~

The girl I seriously in love with, is gone..~

Now I'm not well.. wahaha..~

Guess i never meant to have serious relationship at all..~

Maybe i should become 'My old' person again..~

My 'Dark Year' is fill with hunger and hatred.. And i wish i won't become like that ever again.. Because i know, it might hurt others..~

God i wish this pain would go away..~

~ Gone...~

2010-12-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Again.. My relationship has demolished.. And again I've been hurt so badly.. I was hoping this person would make sure that the previous incident never happened to me.. But she brings back the same story as the last person did to me..~

Now, all i do care is that i want to be alone..~

I don't want to be ended up sad again...~

To be played by the girl i loved...~

I can't do this anymore..~

Work!~

2010-05-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

That title says everything ;)~

I'm working part time so.. That should answer why its been awhile since i last post anything ;)

Anyway, peace all ;)~

Am i free at last??

2010-04-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

Finally.. After the struggle studying in IIC, with all sorts of memories happen.. I finally finish my study..

Thank you all for the memories.. Thank you to the lectures.. Thank you all :)

I'm gonna miss you all..

And i'm gonna miss our friendship...

Still need help

2010-02-25T02:59:00.000+08:00

I still trying to figure out how to go to Korea to further my study...

Anyone got any idea about it?? please.. i would like to hear it if you do have any ideas.. Thanks.. :)

Welcome back Kris~

2010-02-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Haha.. It's been awhile again..

today's already 25th of February 2010.. and this is my 1st post of the year..

Anyhow lots of things happening while i was away from blogging world.

Now where should i start first..?
About the MUET.. I got the result and it turns out fine ;)
Now i'm thinking of finishing my study in IIC.. And maybe after that i want to go and improve my english at British Council.. And maybe, just maybe, taking A lvl exam :)

Or work.. while waiting for any opportunity to continue study.

Ah well..

I missed my friends.. Especially the people from primary and secondary school ;)) I want to see ya'll so badly ;)

Well that's all for today..

Wishing all the viewers a healthy life :D

I wonder...

2009-12-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

I wonder..

Sometimes when i look around, i feel helpless..
Knowing that friends around me..
But i'm sure they ignore me..

I wonder..

Life i had sometimes bitter..
I want to smile but it seems like a waste of time..
I want to cherish the moment but somehow people like to deny..
Owh I wish I could grab that moment where I use to smile..

I wonder..

People like to hurt me..
Smiling to me but still talk bad about me..
I hate this feeling..
Cuz' the people i used to smile, backstabbing me..

I wonder..

When will I get my total happiness?
Is it when I get famous? Rich?
Or is it when the time I died?
Then people start acknowledge me?

For now.. I'll just keep wondering..

On back the Blog~

2009-11-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i last post the latest story of my life eh?

Well then, nothing interesting that i could share with ya'll.. But thank GOD my exam's finish on 20th November 2009..

But sadly, no calls from any company for me to do my Practical Training/ Industrial Training.. Damn it!!

But the good news is, i could save 1 semester for the last subject that i haven't finish yet.. Yippy!

But things getting bored nowadays.. And the holidays doesn't feel like one.. hehe..

Owh, during Raya Qurban/ Hari Raya Aidil Adha.. I am one of the committee for the Qurban work..

Eventhough i wasn't able to help much, since i'm still noob with the work.. But the elders teach the youngsters including myself something so that when they can't do anything more, we could take over their work.

It was indeed tiring.. But it worth it..And i like the experience doing it in such good environment and also working together..

Sweet~

Well that's all folks!

MUET is OVER..and Welcome for the Final sem's exam!~

2009-11-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

Phew...

For the last 3 MUET exams (Listening, Writing, Reading), it wasn't that tough.. But a bit complicated and not enough time for writing.. My head was like.. There's so much things to write but so little time to do..

But hopefully it'll be enough..huhu..

And my final sem's exam will start next week...or rather this week... Gosh.. And I still haven't find any place to do practical training yet... I'm freaking out right now!!

Anyway..

Today i talk to my friend xApplex from game called Celestial Destroyer.. We talked, and interesting topic came out during our conversation..So we jz chat and chat and chat.. Its nice to have conversation like that..Cuz it makes us wonder how life is..Different people, different life :P

And congratulations on some of the students of UniKOP who, well some of them finish exams today.. Wehh.. When you guys want to go out laa..I'm quite bored la stay at my house doing nothing..after this sure have no time to enjoy with ya'll.. *sob sob*

And again..

I'm tired.. Well.. Guess i'll write later :D Peace!~

Pain and more pain..haiz..

2009-11-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

Today, during basketball training, i hurt myself again..

And this time, 2 fingers feel pain and numb a bit.. its not broken, mayb because of the ball hit hard..

But it feels so painful right now..and i can barely even squeeze my hands hard.

But anyhow..injury do happen during training right? Beside, i still haven't fully recovered from the previous accident..but ahh who cares..

Today (saturday), me and other friends will start our second MUET tests involving writing, reading and listening... God i'm afraid of listening..Reading i think i could do well..same goes to writing.. But i'm hoping that i could do well for listening..

Wish me luck guys/gurls!~

Well, a friend of my from a game waited for me to on9..hehe.. i'm sorry i came late.. but she does seems a bit different from b4..hopefully there's nothing wrong.. Hey, remember..share with me if u want kay?? :P

And by the time we start chatting, then i have to do something.. Argh.. Sorry again for not talking to you..

Owh well.. I feel tired now.. And wish me luck again!~

IIC vs UIAM

2009-10-29T02:27:00.000+08:00

It has been confirm.. One of my friend said that we'll be having friendly match against IIUM in Basketball.

But I don't have a clue yet whether it is 3 on 3 or 5 on 5 match..

Detailed will be given soon.

And for those who want to play, please come to the basketball court near the college.

KL Dragons lost to Brunei Barracudas 76-94

2009-10-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

In the first match in our own stadium..

KL Dragons loses their game to Brunei Barracudas 76-94..

The 1st half shows that Barracudas could score in any positions.. They could play and i have to say the shooting percentages was quite high.. Everytime they shoot, you could say that they manage to score.

And the lead start to build up in 2nd to 20 points if I'm not mistaken..

Well what I'm trying to say is that..

The Dragons could not hit the hoop too much.. The 3-pointer's mostly off the glass.. They can't seems to try and box into the hoop to make 2 points shot or at least lay-ups.. They're having a hard time to get inside the box and also hesitate to shoot.

But my hope is that they could do better on their next game.. Good Luck KL Dragons!~

3rd Game: KL Dragons vs Thailand Tigers . 31st October 2009, MABA Stadium at 1700hrs.

Show your support!~

Beyonce's coming to Malaysia!!~

2009-10-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

It is true..

The hot babe Beyonce's coming to Malaysia.

I was being told that she's going to perform at National Stadium, Bukit Jalil on 25th of October, 8pm.

Go and grab your chance to catch hot sensational dance and beautiful voice but one thing for sure.. The ticket's quite expensive. From RM99-RM3++ (I forgot but do check it out)

Log on to: http://beyoncekltour.com.my/party.asp For more details :)

Thank You!~

Good luck to KL Dragons!!~ Make Malaysia Proud!

2009-10-12T05:07:00.000+08:00

AMERICAN professional Jamal Brown will renew his love with Malaysian basketball when he turns out for Kuala Lumpur Dragons in the inaugural Asean Basketball League (ABL) on Wednesday.

One of two foreign signings by KL Dragons, Brown found the lure of returning to Malaysia hard to resist and jumped at the chance of playing in the ABL when approached by the team.The 1.98m Brown, 32, is no stranger to local basketball, having inspired Malaysia Petronas to the 2008 Malaysian International Basketball Championship (MIBC) title.Now Brown is back for more as KL Dragons set their sights on making the ABL playoffs.

"I'm excited to be back in Malaysia . When coach Goh (Cheng Huat) called to ask if I was interested to play, I said 'yes' without hesitation."Although I don't know much of the other teams in the league, I think our main aim should be to make the playoffs in this first season," said Brown at the team's launch in Kuala Lumpur yesterday.Brown, who turned out for the Ballarat Miners in the 2009 Southeast Australian Basketball League season, recruited fellow American guard Chris Lynch to round out the import quota in the team which is essentially the Malaysian national team."We wanted players who could fit immediately into the team, someone we were already familiar with," said Cheng Huat."Jamal fits the bill and we asked him to find a player who he could get along with on the court, so he recommended Chris."The season opens today with Satria Muda BritAma of Indonesia playing the Philippine Patriots in Jakarta while Singapore Slingers host Brunei Barracudas tomorrow.KL Dragons play their first match against the Barracudas on Wednesday at Maba Stadium. Thailand Tigers are the sixth team in the league."We don't have any idea of the strength of the other teams but we must at least finish in the top four to reach the playoffs," added Cheng Huat, who is also handling the national team in the on-going MIBC.

The ABL will be played over three rounds with the playoffs to begin on Jan 30 next year.
Teams are allowed a maximum of two Asean imports, two non-Asean imports and one player with one Southeast Asian parent.

KL DRAGONS: Jamal Brown (US), Chris Lynch (US), Chee Li Wei, B. Guganeswaran, Koh Way Tek, Chai Chze Hian, Loh Shee Fai, Yeow Kee Aik, Kwaan Yoon Jing, Wee Chuan Chin, Ho Yeow Loong, John Ng Yeo Seng; Head coach: Goh Cheng Huat; Assistant coach: Soo Eng Heng; Manager: Wee Cheong Phor.

A1 Malaysia Team wont start at Queens Park, Australia..

2009-10-12T03:17:00.000+08:00

Yes.. It is indeed confirmed by Team Principle of A1 Malaysia Team that they won't be starting at Queens Park, Australia, on 2 weeks time..

Reports says that because of there's less time of pre-season test for the car and no drivers really confirmed to drive this season, they had to posponed to next race due to lack of test and safety.

And with 1 Malaysia F1 Team's going to join soon, the A1 Malaysia Team is quite afraid of losing the sponsorship they had with Proton and other sponsorship.

And the only thing that they had to do is to perform well this seasons or risk of losing the sponsorship.

Good Luck A1 Malaysia Team.. And god speed :P

NO Malaysian driver for 1 Malaysia F1 Team!?

2009-10-12T03:12:00.000+08:00

Well..

It's sort of true to say that it's quite early to put Malaysian driver into the hot seat of F1..

They say that it's going to be hard to get it.. Eventhough we already have a few drivers who qualified to drive it like Fairuz Fauzy and the other one..Which i forgot his name..

And another thing is...Rumour said that they might bid for Kimi Raikkonen (which i've heard that he's going back to McLaren)..Which i think it's absurd..

So, my suggestion is, put someone like Rubbens Barrichello, Pedro De La Rosa as the 1st driver and the second one would be our local driver.. Let them learn and maybe in a few months or maybe a year, they'll develop well.

Hotel 626

2009-10-03T05:23:00.000+08:00

Here's an interesting game i heard and played with several friends..

It it called, Hotel 626.

It is basically Online Browser Game which is free and quite exciting.. And also pain in the arse if you find it hard to settle the puzzles given.

Its sort of like a haunted hotel with quite interesting storyline and each level has its own story. But beware, if you have heart problem, its best not to play because some parts it could make you scared.

And the interesting part is the game sets on the real time, from 6pm until 6am.. Even if you're in East of Japan or west of US, you could play it on your time. And if you really want to challenge your guts, play it without turning on the lights and raise your volume high..

Happy playing ;)

Lee Seung Gi's the best!

2009-10-03T05:10:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say about this but..

People always say that the Korean singer, Rain, is the most hot or nice singer ever in Korea.

But for me, when the last time i watch 2 Days 1 Night (Korea), i was impressed with Lee Seung Gi.. Nice good looking guy with incredible voice. I have to say that he is the next 'Rain' or maybe even better than others.

The only thing i could say is that, go and listen.. Or maybe watch 2 Days 1 Night ok?

Influenza A H1N1!?

2009-10-03T04:56:00.000+08:00

Darn..

I just found out that a friend of mine got 2 major sickness..

Diabetes (however u spell that) and Influenza A H1N1..

I was a bit supprise because last time we just sat with each other,talking and eating.. But i could see that he was a bit sick, but not that ovious. My only hope is that he will recover as soon as possible..

Hmm.. What's going to happen with this world anyway.. With H1N1, and the recent earthquake of 7.9 magnitude at Indonesia.. and Tsunami on Samoan Island..

Let's all pray to God, and hope that He could protect us from any harm..

Money could make you happy and could also destroy you...Read until the end :)

2009-10-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

I find it weird..

Money do control people..

And it happens to my own family..

Damn it, i don't know why this happen..

My own auntie, i guess she's fully influence by both evil husband and his own son, who already said bad things to my other cousins of their plan to influence her so they could get her property and all the money..

She even said that she will not acknowledge of having a brother (which means my father).. "..I don't have any brothers or sisters! From now on, i won't acknowledge about it!" That is what i heard and it was loud.. In fact, a few of their neighbourhood could also hear about it.

Congratulation to the husband and also son.. Your plan worked! She doesn't even agree with her own flesh and blood.. Let see how you could able to live on with your pathetic life from now on..

To my auntie.. I guess you don't even know how evil those who living in your house.. No wonder all your neighbourhood doesn't even like you all.. It's not too late to appologize to our family, especially to my mother.. How dare you make my mother cried..

I don't mind if you want to say bad things about me.. Things like i'm ungreatful person or anything.. Fine, i could bare with your statement.. But to make my mother cry?! Damn, it'll take 1000 years to forgive you..

Speaking of ungreatful... Who was the one who listen to all your problem when you're really down and was sharing tears while sharing the feelings if its not my mother?? Who is the one who helps bringing experts to remove the curse if its not my mother?? Who is the one who took care of late grandmother, your mother, who sick when you sent her to my house when she sick?? My father and the family.. And not you or not your husband or not even your good for nothing son who is acting nice in front of you!

And to the son, you only think about the property and the insurance huh.. Well impudent fool, you were never even born yet when that happens.. And if you were even born, you're not qualified to talk about it.. Not even close.. So stop nagging and bragging about the things you're not suppose to say.. Because you're not deserve to talk about it.. And it will never be in your life..

To the husband, STOP BRAGGING TO OTHERS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T EVEN FIND YOURSELF YOUR OWN MONEY BUT YOU USE YOUR WIFE'S MONEY AS IF YOU WORKED WITH HER BUT ACTUALLY YOU JUST SIT AT HOME,DOING NOTHING BUT WATCH DAMN PORN.. GO GET A DECENT JOB, THEN YOU'RE QUALIFIED TO TALK TO OTHERS ABOUT IT! DAMN, GET A LIFE!

Well.. The thing that i want to say is that.. Money could bring happiness.. But it also could destroy friendship and also family members.. My hope to those who 'ungreatful' with what they had, snap out of it.. Come back to reality.. Money isn't gonna buy you total happiness, it only brings you a temporary happiness but it won't last long if you don't have family members around you.. And since you make everyone as your enemy.. Beware.. Because it could backfire back to you..

Study abroad or local??

2009-10-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i last update this blog..

Anyway, hello again people.

I need suggestion from ya'll.. Lets say if you got chance to study abroad.. Lets see.. Either Korea, Japan, Australia and India.. Which one will you prefer??

And if you happens to know how to apply to study abroad, could you help me?? Because i'm thinking of going to study either one of those country.

Though, i need to take special exams first before getting into those kind of place..

I need your help :) Hope you could help. Thanks :)

owh.. If you still wondering, i'm majoring in IT :)

Long time no write..Haha :P

2009-04-20T02:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for not getting online for such a long time..

It's been awhile since i last talk/chat/blog..
Been busy and a little bit heartbroken..
To those who are angry to me, i really want to say i'm sorry..
I dont really want our friendship to be gone just like that..
And seriously, i'm just close to that person and not more than that..

But anyway..

I know its hard to believe it so..
I let you decide..

By the way..
Those who read this..Dont have to spread the word..
Haha :P

But its nothing.. Dont worry.. Even if i died, i still want you all to come and visit me :P
And from the bottom of my heart, i want to say i'm so sorry.. Forgive me people for my foolishness deeds :P

...Or anything la..hehe :P

Peace people!

Resident Evil 5 Kick arse!!

2009-04-20T02:47:00.000+08:00

Don't worry people.

Here's the deal, the RE's newest game is really kick arse.
More environment movement and capable of using all sort of things.

Check out the game for more info!

Come and join Online Game with me!~

2009-04-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

Here's an online game that is really great but a bit complicated that RO (Ragnarok Online), RYL (Risk Your Life), and other online game. It was created by our own Malaysian guy so.. Do support the game :P

Seriously..It is WICKED COOL :p

The game:

Calestial Destroyer

(Quick! Come and join us :P)

A Lyric that..Interesting :P

2009-04-20T02:38:00.000+08:00

"The Only" by Rancid

I'm winning, you're losing

I'm falling, your agony

Lower than Lower before

Your forgotten memory

My heaven, your hell

I'm killing, you're fantasy

More and more, you follow

Your divorced reality

You're trying to take me

You're trying to make me

This is the only

Give me the only thing

I'm tired of trying

I'm tired of lying

The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Identity, fantasy

Heresy,Killing me

Lower and lower,before

This thing to feed

Hypocrite, Lunatic

Fanatic,heretic

More and more you follow

Your divorced reality

You're trying to take me

You're trying to make me

This is the only

Give me the only thing

I'm tired of trying

I'm tired of lying

The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Hypocrite, lunatic,

fantatic, heretic

You're trying to take me

You're trying to make me

This is the only

Give me the only thing

I'm tired of trying

I'm tired of lying

The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Have mercy on me...Please God...

2008-12-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i last time done my blog..
And its the only way to reduce my stress..
Because i could write anything and everything i want..

But right now.. My emotional's not very stable.. He's done it again..
He send me a short text msg..
And it really hurts me..

What the hell IS going on with him???
And why doesn't he realize who is right and whose wrong??!

God..

He still dont even know the real story..

AND he still accused me of BETRAYED his SO-CALLED 'Friendship'..
But he DIDNT even come to me and ask the truth...

I'm still waiting for him to talk with me.. Ask me..
But instead, he still sent me text msg through phone..
And never really wanted to meet and talk to me..

The other day, he was sat with me and a friend of mine..

He shakes my friend's hand but not me..
Not even say hi too..

God..
What have i done until i deserve this..

He still thinks that i'm involved with the messed up..
But i haven't got any clue what's going on..

I really dont know..

..........

I just hate it..

I'm still the same :)

2008-12-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

Darn it.. Its been a few days now..
I grow weaker each day..

My leg is killing me.. Everytime i try to walk at least for a few minute..
It gets painful for each step i took..

Today, something happened.. And darn i feel uneasy..

But a few of my friends came and talked.. And they told me i look different..
And why is that?

I'm still the same.. Maybe my attitude's changed a bit but..

I'm still the same-old-me..

Intro (RE Part 1)

2008-12-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

The small city is starting to get busy at noon as people started to get out from their office at lunch time. It also the time where the streets started to packed with lots of ongoing cars, buzzing through the streets of Nuhilmburg, Germany. It was a beautiful, sunny afternoon and best day to hang out with friends, but it turns out that particular day, something would started to turn from nice to worse. The city, once funded by Umbrella Inc., one of the leading pharmaceutical medicine supplier in the world, that now has been freeze its economic because of the dangerous biological weapons and vital viruses created by the company, making the company completely shut down and the scientists of the company was captured for interrogation.

Somewhere around the city lays Ryan Smith from New York US, 18 years old student of Xulenson International College, majoring in Civil law. The time is half past 1 saturday afternoon, and he is about to meet other friends at the mall, 5 minutes walk from the hostel provided by the college. The highest building in the city is only 69 stories and is carefully design based on European architecture, which is very unique and lovely sight to the visitor who visit the city. As he get closer to the mall, he made a quick pit-stop at a shop near by to buy soft drink. Once inside, he quickly gazed through the soft drink section, try to figure which one he should buy.

(To be continue..)

Thank GOD!

2008-12-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

Today, weird thing happen..

I was suppose to have a class at 3:30pm, but then i decided on dropping the subject i registered..
And before that, it was raining..

So i thought to myself first, what should i do? Should i just stay and continue study the subject or should i drop it?
Then when the rain slowly stopped, i decided to head back home.. I was, in deed, tired and feel a little bit sick.

Then, a few hours later, a friend called me..
He told me that the parking area outside the college was flooded..
I was like.. "..Thank god i manage to get back home, or else i will be stucked in college for.. Who knows how long will it be.."

He told me that the flood was like almost to the roof of Produa Kancil..
To me, if i were there.. My motorcycle could be capsized (did i spell right?).. But anyway..

This semester, i should re-think of adding classes on the evening.. Its too risky.. In fact.. It's raining season right now in most parts of Malaysia..

Smiles! You're on a candid camera! Haha ~

2008-12-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow (or today.. As of i'm posting it 12:47am now), we'll be taking pictures of the Convocation Commettees who have dedicated their works and handle the situation where we have to hold the parents before the VIP's out from the Hall.

For me, this is another memory that i will cherish.. Working together in group.. It makes me abit stronger and more confident.

Some of them looked at me and maybe thought that i'm fearless.. He's tall.. He's fierce.. But to tell the truth? I'm just a normal tall guy that's sometimes lost his confidence when facing the crowd..

Weird ain't it? I'm about 6feet tall.. But i'm still nervous around people... Especially around girls.. Haha.. Some of them would tease me because they know that myself is a shy person.

But, at least i have friends who would play around and make jokes.. But who knows? Some of them might be acting good in front of me but doing the opposite thing behind me..

If that happens, i'll just smile and look at them. What ever happens next, it's all depends on myself to figure out.. :)

Tired..

2008-12-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Darn it..

Each day i feel tired..
And today's the same like before..

Am i too stressed?

God knows what's going on with me..

Today i've met my friend again..
Its been awhile since i've met him..
He was.. Indeed.. Involve in an accident..
So he had to take study leave for the whole semester..

We sat for awhile.. And talk..
It was like.. We're the lost brothers who happens to meet once again..
Although its for awhile but.. I felt good about it..

Ahh.. And the college starts again..
New chapter.. New day... New aim..
But still.. I'm alone..

Hahaha..

But life must go on.. Hope this new day will be nicer for myself..

...

Is it good dying?? I dont think so..

2008-11-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

I was ticked off when a friend of mine started to talk about dying..

Is it that good to say such things?
I wonder.. Does it really feels good talking like that?
None of them know what it feels like..
Getting close to death..

I was there..

I felt what its like before..
And to tell you the truth.. I dont like it..

I dont like it at all..

Sitting all alone.. Dark.. None seems to be around you..
If you think dying is better than living..

Than i guess you're a fool..

Dont think like that..

We have to chearish the life we had right now..
Because when you're going to die.. You'll soon thought to yourself..
What you have left out..

So please.. Dont EVER think like that.. Enjoy while you still can..

Weird time today..

2008-11-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

Just now.. My hand's started to shake while i was eating..
I just dont know what's going on with myself lately..
It seems that all the pain i had has its effect..

I kept wondering, when i'm stop eating.. I wonder why my hand shake's so suddenly?
It wasn't about the medicine.. I think..
Maybe i'm just tired.. That's all..?

Who knows what's going on with me..

Days gone by.. :)

2008-11-29T12:30:00.001+08:00

I've counted many days now.. None of it seems to be cheerful day to me..
I wonder, when will i be cheerful again? Will i enjoy my life as much as i was before?
And i wonder, if i will be happy around my friends?

I went out with my friends last time.. But despite of the smile i've tried to carve on my face..
But deep inside i still sad.. Afraid and shy of everything and anything i do..
But all i do know is that, i have to be strong..

As long as i could breath, i will be strong :) No matter what.. I have to smile as long as i lived :)

Earth..

2008-11-28T03:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,

We think that this world is ours and ours alone..
All the wealth and the material in this world should be dug up and used it recklessly..

But..

Do you know that each time we done that..
This earth's lifespan is begining to fade away..

And soon.. Our SO-CALLED Earth will gone..

And all the living things will be gone soon..

Have we ever thought about it.. Even for a second..?

How we.. The hunger and heartless people destroy the only place we could lived..

Think about it..

Remio Romen - Sangatsu Kokonoka (OST One Liter Of Tears)

2008-11-28T03:41:00.000+08:00

Remioromen: Sangatsu Kokonoka (OST One Litre of Tears) >> Lirik

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanji masu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

San gatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru he to tsuzuki masu

Afuredasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshizutsu asa wo atatame masu
Ookinaa kubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja naitte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Suna bokori hakobu tsumuji kaze
Sentaku mono ni karamari masu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan daka kirei de mitore mashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo arukeredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisa kute

Aoi sora wa rinto sunde
Hisu ji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hanasaku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Waka chiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoen de
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou

Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Remember?

2008-11-28T03:39:00.001+08:00

I remember back then..

When the car hit me and knock me out conciousness (did i spell that rite?).. It was then i realize, such a short life we had.. Am i just going to lay down with my own pool of blood, waiting slowly as my sight slowly fades away.. Am i going to die at this moment?

I know it sounds as simple as that, but the moment you experience it.. Your hearts start to beat fast... And you started seeing your past... God i was afraid... I really am... Did i done anything nice? Am i having alot of sins? All sorts of things comes back to haunt me...

Things are different right now.. And i think i've lost my previous 'self'.. I found it weird standing here right now, thinking.. Am i going to be alright? Maybe it was a sign from God. And believe me, all those things happened has its own reasons.. Think about it...

Hidup yang tak sudah..

2008-11-28T03:05:00.000+08:00

Mengapakah kehidupan ini banyak dugaannya?

Dan kita sebagai manusia kadang kala tidak dapat
menerima takdir yang ditentukan?

Namun..

Sering kali kita lupa..

Ada juga insan yang senasib dengan diri kita..

Walaupun berbeza taraf dan umur..

Kita patut tabah menerima segalanya..

What if...

2008-11-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

What if..
That's something i've been thinking of.. The moment i open my eyes, looking around as if i thought i might not lived for another day.

What if..
What if i do, if one day, people around me had gone.. Perish into thin air. What can i do? What will i do?

What if..
Someone like myself lost in some deserted place.. Living with only a few options left to do and to choose.. Either to protect or to be killed..

What if..
The world is in stake.. War's everywhere.. I dont want this.. I dont want any of this.. None of this should've happened if it wasnt because of us humans.. Strive with lust and desire to conqure..

What if..
One day.. When something hit us.. Then we soon realise it was too late.. We cant even turn back the time.. Nor to avoid it.. Then we're realize, how aweful we have been.. Think about it..

What if...

I wonder what type of life i had..Hurmm..

2008-11-23T19:27:00.001+08:00

Life sometimes could be cruel...
Life sometimes could be bad...
But the truth is.. If you cant manage yourself..
Then what's the point of having this pathetic life..?

It's just sometimes.. The feeling we had.. Is never quite sure who.. Or what it is..
Stick with the truth.. But you'll found endless feelings.. Deep inside there's still a hole that remains closed.. Dark...

I find myself trapped in that hole.. The darkness.. Trying to escape, or maybe seek the light to guide me out from this hole..

Have me mercy.. Plz shine me the road so i could see.. Who i am with or when will it be..I cant hardly wait.. The pain is weakened me too much.. I cant even bare to stand more, nor to look what's store for me..

Something i've wrote b4...

2008-11-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

1998, 2 months after the Raccoon City incident…

"This is far from over Chris. Until we meet again. Next time, I won't let you live…" explained Wesker, closing his injured face with his right hand. They've battled out hard, bloods everywhere, but because Chris is just like ordinary human, he's injury is far beyond the greatness of Wesker's genetic mutated form, even though he release the hard steel that hangs at Wesker's position, Wesker just felt dizzy but Chris had a broken ribs and some small wounds.

"Next time, Wesker… Next time…," said Chris softly, running back towards the hangar; while the building started to fall apart. He looked around, trying to figure out which way he went just before he met his sister. 'Yawn! Moannn' the familiar voices could be heard. "Damn! I shouldn't drop all my guns away…"

"Chris! Be quick, damn it!" Claire sat restlessly, as the hanger started to shake, she heard small explosions not far from her. She looked at the elevator, no movement yet, her heart started to pounded so fast, she could hear it. "Warning, self destruct mechanism activated. All personnel evacuate immediately." An auto-announcer, soft voice could be heard all around the base, Chris must've notice that the base is going to blow up into dust! Claire stared at the elevator again, noticing that her brother isn't going to come back to her. She then turned away, entering the cockpit, fumbling for the switch, and decided that she just wait for a few minutes more.

"Damn, I could've killed him when I got a chance. He develops his skill so quickly after the incident at the mansion. I must congratulate him, in my own way of course… Now that I have Steve on my hand, and since he carries the T-Veronica virus along, I will use it for the fullest! How stupid is Alexia…" Wesker mumbles alone, making his way towards the submarine and then just vanished. He's only mission was to retrieve the T-Veronica virus but was tangled up with the brother-sister of the Redfield's. With Chris that is more stronger than his previous skills and Claire with more mature way's of handling the situations, his next mission would be hard on him if they're meet again.

"Damn it!!! Get the hell out of my way, scumbags!" yelled Chris, ramming towards the pack of zombies. Some of them tried to grab him, and thorn the STARS T-shirt he wears, but nevertheless, he just ignored them and headed towards the elevator. The place seemed like a puzzle, each place he had gone through looked the same. Chris started to panic, he tried to remember where or which is the correct one but the next thing he knew he saw the elevator, not far from his position. He looked behind, the undead started catching up, leaving him no choice but the hussle back to the elevator. Suddenly, the wall behind him was blown to flames; he knew that was not the best time to slow his pace. Entering the elevator, he kept hitting the 'down' button until it firmly shut and slowly moved to the lower ground.

'Boom!!!' Another explosion could be heard and this time, the door which is shut at the 4th floor fell apart and letting a huge fire came through the elevator shaft. He's now became more restless as the fire was so near, and he needed to take another lift to go far below, and that's the hangar. "Just a few more floors to go… Come on!!!" He looked at the monitor floor screen, just one more floor and he was about jump into the next elevator.

'Ting!' The elevator stopped at the lower ground floor, the door slowly opened and he quickly jumped while trying to hit the 'B3' floor but failed to do so and fumbled down the elevator floor. He ignored the pain and quickly hit the button. Again, it slowly went down, staring at the watch, hoping that he had enough time to operate the Harrier Jet. "Just a few more…" He looked up, and saw a blazing fire going directly to him 'Ting!' He had reached the 'B3' floor as the door opened; he quickly ran and jumped, landed in front of the Harrier's fuel nose.

Claire looked surprised. She couldn't think of anything but to say, "What took you so long?" Chris just smiled at her, climbing inside the cockpit and started operating the Harrier. It then slowly hovered in the air and slowly leaves the destruction of the Umbrella Antarctic Base, owned by one of the foundation family of Ashford's. Claire moved nearer to Chris, slowly he spoke to him, "Chris, please promise me you'll never leave me behind alone." Chris then set to the auto-pilot, tried to explain to her, "No Claire. I can't do that, there's a lot of work to be done before that. We have to shut Umbrella, once and for all!" They then flow to the next destination which no one knows. And after the incident, the President of United States, United Nations and other non-government movement freeze the economic of Umbrella Inc. and stormed all the base including the secret base, destroying all the documents and samples, as well as the experiments that's been conduct, and also captured all scientist and sentence either death penalty or the hard punishment.

Luahan hati dahulu :">

2008-11-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

Ntah la...

Sometimes aku pikir diri aku tidak diperlukan...

Kawan ader, tp kekadang backstabbing...

Nk kata aku buat silap dgn diorg... Well, maybe aku ader tp... Xkn la smpai skrg aku dikutuk... Dicaci... Aku xphm kekadang...
Dh cuba brbaik, tp xdiendahkan... Spt diprgunakan mcm orng trbiar...
Dh cuba jd supportive friend tp, masih disalah angapkan...
Aku xkisah kalau korunk pikir aku xdeserve jd friend korunk but... As least show some respect dudes/ladies...

Kekadang aku pikir aku nie btul ke bley brkwn dgn korung? Or maybe aku just annoying too much tat u think aku nih bodo gler nk brkwn dgn korunk... Well, just be honest k? Jujurlah... Sbb kejujuran je yg bley kekalkan friendship yg ader, eventhough dh lama brkwn...
Jgnla memprbodohkan diri sndiri dgn pretend to be nice... Because, 2lah reason friendship yg brkekalan lama tetiba retak brgitu saja... Jadilah diri korunk yg sbenar... Xyah nk sorok2 mcm tikus mondok...

Ntah la, aku kekadang kecewa gak... Hanya Allah jer yg tau ape yg aku dok pikirkan... Aku doakan korunk bahagia... 2 jer yg aku bley g tau n brharap kt korung... Kalo bley, sedarla k? Ingat, hidup kita xlama... Lagi trpendam ko nyer prasaan, lg truk n trluka ati korunk... Kalo aku ader utang dgn korunk, bg tau... Aku try to lunaskan utang 2... Kalo baik ati, halalkn je... Insyaallah, Allah akan blas blek prbuatan korunk yg baik 2... Aku arap honesty drpd korung, x lebey dr itu...

Kalo aku ader slh dan silap... Tolong la maafkan aku dr hujung rambut ke hujung kaki... Zahir dan batin... Moga korung success slalu...

Inilah luahan ati aku yg trpendam sjak dr dulu lg...

My writing :)

2008-11-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

Wonderful,
One thing that makes the world a better place,
Or one who finds a things to chill out,
Even if there's conflict around the world,
But it can't be vanished, even though war is emerge.

Wonderful,
The most powerful words of all,
Describing each thing and life,
Whenever we down and fall,
Remember that there must be a place like home.

Wonderful,
The earth is so wonderful, that I can't hardly say,
The living things that can co-operate,
Never been led to bloodshed,
Nor the politicians that lead to destruction.

Wonderful,
We shall not destroy the wonderful things in this life,
Protect it, live with it and keep it in heart,
That what we do is the only wonderful things we had.

*Please rate it... I dont know it it's good or not... Cos this is like my first poet i've wrote... :P*

Blog.. Hehe

2008-11-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

Well.. This is my first post of this new place.. A blog space.. Owh well..

Hope you'll read it for your pleasure :)

Do comment it kay ;))